Answers to questions I was asked about zazen.
Q: Is there a difference between choosing to sit in full-lotus
posture, half-lotus posture, Burmese style posture or Seiza
posture?
A: The half-lotus or full-lotus posture are generally regarded as
the traditional
styles for Zazen. When someone first starts to do Zazen, it's easier to
sit in the half-lotus posture. After practicing in the half-lotus
posture
for a few months or years our leg muscles become looser and we can try
sitting in full-lotus, even for just a few minutes. The main difference
between the half-lotus posture and the full-lotus posture is that both
knees firmly touch the ground in the full-lotus, which makes the
posture
more stable. Full-lotus is the traditional posture that was practiced
by
Gautama Buddha in India long ago.
I donft have much experience with the Burmese style posture, but
it's probably
a good posture for anyone who finds the half-lotus or full-lotus
posture
difficult. After getting used to the Burmese style, it might be good to
try the half-lotus or full-lotus posture. I've never sat in the Seiza
posture
during Zazen. The only experience I have of sitting in the Seiza
posture
for a long time was at a Japanese tea ceremony I went to once. I had to
sit in the Seiza posture without a cushion for about 30 or 40 minutes.
It cut off the blood circulation to my legs and I could hardly stand
afterwards,
which was a bit embarrassing until I noticed most of the other people
could
hardly stand either. It was kind of funny. Using a cushion or some kind
of bench with the Seiza posture should make it easier though.
When I first started doing Zazen my legs used to be really stiff and
it
was hard for me to sit in any kind of posture. All I could manage was
to
sit cross-legged with my knees way up off the floor. After a while I
started
to sit in a kind of gquarter-lotus postureh with one foot on the calf
of
the other. After doing that for a while I managed to sit in half-lotus.
After a while I could sit in the half-lotus posture fairly comfortably,
sometimes with me left foot on my right leg and sometimes the other way
round. A few years later I started doing full-lotus for a few minutes
at
a time. I gradually increased the time that I sat in full lotus for as
my legs got used to doing it. Nowadays I sit in either the half-lotus
or
full-lotus posture.
Q: I have a question regarding concentration during Zazen. I know
Nishijima
talks about balancing our nervous system through maintaining an upright
spine during Zazen. I suppose attempting to pay attention to the spine
is a form of concentration. I get confused. Most other sects of
Buddhism
teach you to follow the breath. I suppose because it happens every
moment
and in increments, it makes it easy to build concentration. What are
your
thoughts? I really have a sense that what Nishijima teaches is the
gtrueh
teaching, but I have this nagging feeling that I need to be developing
my ability to focus. I get bombarded with MRI imaging studies of
meditationfs
transformative effects on the brain. It really makes the little "me"
want to go for that stuff.
A: Nishijimafs idea about paying attention to the spine in Zazen is
that when we find ourselves thinking about something we should
straighten our spine and start to look at the wall again. That can
happen often in one sitting. So when you notice yourself thinking about
or considering something while youfre doing Zazen, just straighten your
spine and look at the wall. More than likely youfll start thinking
about something again. But when you notice yourself thinking again,
just straighten your spine again. We usually end up repeating that
several times during Zazen, but there can be times during Zazen when
our thinking is not so active and we are just sitting there without
much mental activity.
When I first sit down to do Zazen Ifm usually thinking or
considering various
things. After a while I notice Ifm thinking so I straighten my spine
and
focus on the wall. During Zazen my thoughts tend to come and go, but I
try to avoid latching on to them or examining them. Sometimes I do
though,
and when I notice Ifm doing that, I try to drop whatever it is Ifm
thinking
about and straighten my spine. Sometimes near the end of Zazen I notice
my thoughts have slowed down. Nishijimafs idea is that just doing Zazen
helps our thinking to slow down naturally. And when wefre sitting
without
thinking too much, we can notice wefre just doing a simple action of
sitting.
I know what you mean about getting confused by different ideas
people have
about meditation. Following your breath may be helpful when you first
start,
but if you continue for a while you might feel like itfs not necessary
anymore. To be honest, Ifve never really done Zazen that way so I donft
know for sure. For what itfs worth, my idea on counting breathes is
that
it's like wefre giving our brain a task to do during Zazen, and Ifm not
sure if that's really what Zazen is about. Sometimes when I hear about
stuff like counting breathes, I think about Gautama Buddha in India
sitting
under the bodhi tree. I know itfs a kind of silly example, but I guess
he was just sitting there without counting or following his breath.
About developing your ability to focus, I think it may be okay to
let go of that idea and just to sit there. That way your ability to
focus can develop in a more natural way than in a particular way you
might have in mind. Of course, to just let it develop naturally like
that we kind of need to trust Zazen a bit. Itfs a different approach to
the one in which we try to make something happen in Zazen. But it can
be a nice approach too.
Things like MRI imaging studies are very important and provide
useful information. But I donft think the MRI imaging studies and other
studies fully describe what happens in Zazen. Itfs helpful to know the
scientific side of Zazen, but when youfre actually doing it, it may be
best just to sit without worrying about studies and things too much.
Q: When Nishijima says to look concretely at the wall and to keep
the eyes focused, does he mean on one spot?
A: I don't think Nishijima means to keep the eyes focused on just
one spot, but more like let your eyes settle on the wall. Sometimes the
particular spot you're looking at may change or sometimes it may be the
same.
Q: If Zazen is "enlightenment" itself, then what happens when we
get off the cushion?
A: When we practice Zazen we usually feel a bit different after we
do it.
Nishijima call that feeling the "balanced state". The words "balanced
state" sound a bit flaky, but if you've done Zazen a few times you'll
probably know what he means. Of course, it's not like that every single
time, but that's the general idea. For example, we might do Zazen in
the
morning before we go to work. When we get up off the cushion that
balanced
state we feel after doing Zazen stays with us. When we're gbalancedh
like
that and our thoughts don't distract us so much, we can see things more
clearly than we might usually do. But as we go through the day
situations
arise that we have to deal with. Maybe we have a problem with our boss
or a friend or something. A lot of those situations make us lose our
natural
balance. So by the end of the day, our balance is pretty much gone or
isnft
the same as it was when we got off the cushion in the morning. So
Nishijima
recommends doing Zazen again in the evening to bring us back to the
balanced
state.
And Zazen is like any physical exercise. If you do it regularly, you
get
used to doing it, and it becomes easier to keep that balanced state
throughout
the day, even when wefre faced with difficult situations. So in that
sense,
when wefve been doing Zazen for a number of years the balance or
genlightenmenth
may stay with us after we get off the cushion. But even though the
balance
can stay with us for longer when we're not on the cushion, we still
need
to do Zazen regularly.